Are they my real friends?

I have two "best friends" but I dont no if they r, i mean they dont treat me lyk im theres, they both kinda leave me out alot and if i get upset by something they sed they wud say "stop being so moody" wen im not being moody im jus upset, they laugh wen i get annoyed at them, and its always me hu has 2 say sorry ! It really fustrates me, but the problem is if i stop being friends with them then I will have no friends as I stoped being friends with all my other friends wen we became best friends.....i dont no wat 2 do.....i jus wish they wud treat me as a proper friend........